I am utterly incapable of comprehending any of this. Nothing in me can believe you’re gone, my love. How can this be happening? One moment we are in each others bliss, the next…I am alone. This is something I will never understand, or accept. I’m spinning in fucking circles. I keep seeing you. In every […]
Month: September 2021
Forlorn
I rest my thoughts upon my palm And give in to my reality Comprehension eludes at every turn Still I wonder deeper into the unknown… Alone Countless years, hours turned to millennia Time will trudge on But all the voyages of heart, flourishing of soul Be done by your will Be done by my love […]
Nights of Remember
As twilight creeps in Exhaustion devours me Yet sleep still evades me My mind races in circles You are my only thoughts Upon the floor Anchored in sorrow Awashed in moonlight Still Silent As if the world has stopped As if time has learned to forgive I can feel the floor pressing into me, The […]
Again
I will never touch your face Or feel your warmth I will never hear your stories Or stoke your dreams I will never stave off your fears Or reassure your heart I will never feel your deep understanding Or hold your gaze in silence I will never lie helpless with you Or be vulnerable in […]
Eden Lost
A place in time, wrapped in gold A vivid fantasy dripping in memories A perfect world A perfect love Contrived by nature, designed by fate It was our heaven In a breath, our world shattered I watched it fall My soul of which was sacrificed could not spare it Our dream gone with the wind […]
Adrift
Suspended in a nightmare Disoriented and confused Angry and lost Raised as steel, spirit of iron And a heart that radiates the color of the sun Silence be thy resolution Stoic be thy frame Caged demons become unfettered Take your time Let yourself free, let yourself feel Forgive regret Forget follies Hold dear the warmth, […]
Kawika
I’m lying awake and I’m dreaming of you I can see you so clearly The squint in your smile The beaming of your joy The transcending love in your eyes You’re still here with me The memories wrap around me Comforting my sorrow and crushing my heart I am longing for the warmth of you […]
Sleeping with Ghosts
I can’t do this. I don’t want to do this. I am not strong enough. And even if I were I almost refuse to be…for this. How can anyone ask me to be strong through this? Because they have no idea the depth of our love for one another. No one will ever understand but […]
Immeasurable
Your love Your light Your hope Your compassion Your beauty Your depth Your majesty The pain The anguish The sorrow The hopelessness The emptiness The loneliness The heartbreak
Empty
I can’t do this How am I supposed to do this” Going on without purpose Going on without you I’m broken How can I go on? How can I be anymore? Nothing has a point anymore The pain has consumed me My soul is dead My light is gone I’m empty
Silence
Sitting in space without course Navigating through the dark by searching for stars Drifting amongst dreams within reality Lost in the silence Guided by nothing All angles and all views Everything is the same Longing for hope by praying for answers Energy rips through splitting the soul Hollow vessel increases the void All is bound […]